I'm the LUCKIEST one! 我是sibeh幸福的臭屁孩儿! :P

*google translate if you don't understand MANDARIN* :p

上了大学

才真正地 体会和明白到
我这臭屁孩儿
是那么那么的幸福.

我就是那种到了新环境就会感到无比惶恐的'物种' =.=

NS 和 Form 6 的时候都是这样
更何况是离家有4小时车程的 大学

犹记得刚报到大学的那段期间
想家

想到在加央大街上讲电话 讲到痛哭流涕
吓坏了所有我刚认识的新朋友 =.=

还记得那时候的妈咪在电话的那一头是这样讲的

"想家就回家吧 就回来走走玩玩下啦 不要在大学那里哭坏了身体"
很感动

我想
如果听电话的那一个是爸爸的话
他就会马上驱车来接我回家吧 :')
小时候有什么功课忘了带上学 下得痛哭着打电话回家求爸妈的救援
他们都会随call随到
这个就是 爱.

我是sibeh幸运的
上了大学

只要我有稍稍的emo
Band 和 Form 6 的 那班猪朋狗友
就会马上在 Facebook 留言 信息 我
你可能认为那只是举手之劳
但对我来讲

已经是超级的感动和开心的了

Band 和Form 6,

我人生中最快乐的日子
虽然没能重来

但是那份友谊

会永远永远地在我心中

无法磨灭. :')

我在大学里没有太多的朋友

大多是点头之交

可是 最好最熟的

有你们几个

我就非常非常地满足了 ^^

那个每天睡我旁边的 head girl

就是爱对着我撒娇

虽然我曾经说过

"我就是喜欢你娇(hokkien: hiao)"

可是我还是有顶不顺你 想揍你的时候

她

就是那种ki siao的人类

从来没有想过我们之间的友谊会好到

可以把心事都摊出来讲

一起哭

一起笑

一起变肥婆 :P
她就是我的公主 (因为我的理智战败了) =.=

她生病的时候会去照顾她 病好了又会去监督她

她不开心时就想揍使她不开心的那个人

她

已经是我生命中的一部分了 =.=
接下来的4年里,
我们会肩并肩走下去的 :)

我的course里除了我

就只有另外2个华人男生

1个是palapes, 1个事suksis,
大学里最强的2跟男生都是我的coursemates ^^

他们2个就是很照顾照顾我

就像大哥哥这样 ^^
虽然每一次都必须call他们下来上课

但是他们的责任感是不容忽视的!
在你emo的时候会逗你开心 (虽然只会弄到你越来越烦) =.=

在你开心时会使你更加地开心 ^^

知道你一个人会留下来陪你

有好吃的会跟你分享
我们3个在一起的时间可以讲讲讲 讲个不停

所以你说,

虽然我只有2个coursemates,

但都是最好的!
我可以不sayang他们咩? :)

最后一个就是大姐啦

是 '他' 而不是 '她' :p

也是在朋友的介绍 搭了他的顺风车去penang 才会比较熟的

托了他的福

原本上了大学消瘦的我又肥回了 =.=

他就是比女生还细腻的那一种

真的是叫我知愧不如 =.=

就因为是相同星座的关系

变得有少少异常的谈得来

就因为他的性格
我和kisiao都很sayang他

因为他这个朋友很值得交. :)

也因为我做了一件很对不起他的事

而愧疚痛哭了整晚 :(
我做事从来没后悔过的,

亲情, 友情, 爱情

是我人生中最重要的

没想到我继11岁之后,

会犯下我人生中的第二个错误.

真的很伤心很伤心.

如果有机会

我一定会尽我所能

来补偿这一次的过失. :(

还有

我的darling 聪聪

上了大学真的忙到连陪他的时间也没有

但是我一放假回家

我想去哪里 吃些什么 买些什么

他都会一一帮我达成

真的谢谢他这么信任我

虽然他也会有发小脾气的时候

但都是因为他爱我

所以我常说

我很幸运

因为我想我已经找到了人生中的那个伴 <3

亲情, 友情, 爱情

我都拥有了

我想我前世一定做了很多很多的好事

才会有这么幸福的日子 ^^

凌晨12點

剛把在這2個月裡所累積的悲傷與委屈全在這一刻透過眼淚給釋放出來.

你永遠不能夠明白我的立場.

1st of May 2013

It's FUN to be my kids' TEACHER :)

Mun Kit, my ADORABLE 5 years old boy will be the 1st one who run to me and welcome me everyday once i reach the daycare center for work in the afternoon.
He even told me that he didn't play with his classmates violently at kindergarten today. ( to ask for some  snacks and sweets from me :P )
He will stick to me everyday after school just to chat with me NON-STOP and some parents saw this and said such a talkative and  cute little boy he is and Mun Kit's face will turn red at this time, HAH! :D

Shi Lin, the standard one naughty and stubborn boy were scolded by me yesterday because of he never writes down what and how many homeworks he has everyday and he had promised me that he will jot down his homeworks in the notebook every day and will be checked by me next day.
Very surprisingly, the 1st thing he did when he came back from school was taken out the notebook and passed it to me to show that he did write down every homeworks in the notebook neatly and he SMILED when i praised him that he is a GOOD BOY! <3

(From left) Dik Voon 6 years old,
ShiLin and YuHang 7 years old <3

Dream of 22nd April 2013

Yea, you might wonder about what I had dreamed last night that make me to record it down here.
It's my actual feeling rather than saying it's a dream.

It's a dream that i get enrolled to UPM/UKM and I was very excited about that since both of it are located at Selangor&KL, which will make me easy to meet my darling who is going to study at HELP University KL.

However, it's just a dream.
In fact, USM Penang is my 1st choice to continue my study.
And if I refuse to study at USM (if they offer to me), I might not get enrolled into UPM/UKM for sure under the UPU system after 2 weeks the USM result has been announced.

Here's the ADVANTAGEs and DISADVANTAGEs of  this 4 universities i have applied::

	Advantage	Disadvantage
USM	·   My 1st choice since it has a very good study environment and it’s located at the state I love the most, Penang.	·   Quite a distance away from home and my darling.
UPSI	·   Best place to study the education course. ·   Near with my home.	·   There is a distance between darling and I still although it’s shorter compare to USM.
UKM	·   A good-ranked school. ·   Near with my darling which makes me easy to meet him.	·   A distance away from home but it’s not matter maybe since darling will fetch me and accompanies me home? ·   Result out later than USM, once I choose USM (if I’m lucky enough), it’s not possible for me to wait for UPU to announce the result.
UPM	·   Near with my darling which makes me easy to meet him.	·   A distance away from home but it’s not matter maybe since darling will fetch me and accompanies me home? ·   Result out later than USM, once I choose USM (if I’m lucky enough), it’s not possible for me to wait for UPU to announce the result. ·   The courses I applied for are all agriculture, which are my interested subject but I’m worrying about what career I’m going to have in the future still.

When I was sitting for MUET that time,

I prayed so hard to get a Band 4, and, my dream came true.

When I was sitting for STPM that time,

I prayed so hard too,

Studied so hard and had numerous sleepless nights too,

Just to get all pass in all my subjects,

And, the results are much better than what I wanted to, 

1A, 1B, 1B- and1C are very surprising,

Since I get 1.25++ always,  it's because of my hard work??

I'm lucky anough and I know it. ><

I'm very confused and STRUGGLING about what it's in my mind.

I'm 20, and it's time to make a choice, that will decide my life in the future?

And WILL I BE SO LUCKY AGAIN THIS TIME ?? We will know it 3 months later.

RUNNING MAN in Astro One HD ^^

I’m in the fever of RUNNING MAN a.k.a RM (Ringgit Malaysia??)!!

They are totally cute, funny and WEIRD fellow!! 

All of them are my favorite except the lion??

I can’t remember his name still, or it’s because of I don’t want to? :P

He’s toooooooooo strong, irritating sometimes!! =3= 

 I even changed my blog’s favicon using Running Man’s Character!!

Stupid HAHA a.k.a. HARORO!! <3

Things to be Prepared for Local University (IPTA)

Lalalala, i'm going to enter university (no matter it's local or private) for a few months later. :D
While my darling is going to start studying earlier than me, that's in June. :(
So this's what i gathered to be prepared and to bring when we are going to study. ><

Here is the list for those who are going to a local university:


+Documents   
•Identity Card (Both original and photocopy)
•Driving License (The 1st year students are not allowed to drive their own transport to school)
•Birth certificate (I'm going to bring those photocopies only)
•Certificate (SPM, STPM and MUET Results/ Academic/ Activity)
•Leaving School Certificate
•Offer letter
•Photo in passport size (bring as many as you can)
*Prepare all your documents for at least 3 sets!
*ALL photocopy slips must be certified by school principal/ JPN


+Clothing
•Formal (Dinner/ Presentation)
  -Office entires or Baju Kurung
•Informal (Lectures)
  -Semi-formal such as a collar tshirt with a long pants.
  -Short pants & dresses (long enough until can cover the knees)
•Casual (Sport/ Usual)   
  -Tracks Bottoms   
•Ties
•Jackets
•Towels
•Underwears/ Panties
•Lab coat

+Shoes
•Shoes ( Lectures)
•Sport shoes
•Slipper   
•Stockings

+Cleansing Kit
•Shower Gel
•Hair Shampoo
•Hair Conditioner
•Face Cleansing Gel
•Toner
•Toothbrush
•Toothpaste   
•Sanitary Pad
•Cotton Pad/ Wool

+Body Care 
•Sunblock

+Electrical Items
•Notebook & Charges
•Hair Dryer
•Iron
•Handphone Charges
•Hands free
•Camera
•Calculator
•Pen drive/ Hard Disk
•Extension Plug

+Others:
•Nail Clipper
•Sewing Kit
•Hair Clip/ Ban
•Mirror
•Tissues
•Toilet Rolls
•Medicine (Paracetamol, etc)
•Blanket   
•Pillow
•Bolster
•Bedsheet
•Hanger
•Bucket
•Washing powder
•Lock (Kecurian sering berlaku, be aware)
•Passport (for those who want to visit Thailand or Singapore?)
•Saving Book
•Diary
•Spectacles
•Contact Lens
•Protein Removal
•Stationary included scissors
•Cup
•Umbrella (a MUST!)

Pre-Concert Depression /.\

"How many months I didnt play my clarinet?"
                               "How many years I didnt read any piece of music score?"
"How many days I didnt do any exercise more?"
                               "How am I going to prepare for the concert in just 2 months++ time???"

I think I had forget about how we made the concert possible in 2010. =3=
And now, the challenge is tougher for me, not only about how to make this concert a success but how to cooperate with a group of very young players also.
I'm feeling so stress just because I'm a senior now and was a leader twice.

Sparkle Loke Jia Sin!!

It's time for you to start practice your clarinet everyday from now on!!

FIGHTING!!

Getting to know Loke Jia Sin a.k.a. Sparkle

How would you answer this question "Who is Loke Jia Sin a.k.a. Sparkle?"

The one and only apple of my daddy's and mummy's eyes, trololol :DDD
LIVE hard LOVE hard EAT hard PLAY hard PRAY hard,
WORK hard <3 and STUDY smart! *winked*
I'm always thinking that i'm the luckiest girl in the world although i wish that i will have some friends that listen and talk to my heart sometimes.

How's your everyday life like?
My everyday is usually quite boring =3=
Enjoy my life very much after I had survived from that disaster STPM. :P
Imma crazy with CANDY CRUSH SAGA and RUNNING MAN now. :D
Have fun with those adorable kids in my working place (i'm working as a teacher now).
I LOVE MY JOB!!

Mun Kit, a 5 years old boy is my most favorite student right now.
He will tell you everything, anything about his daily life, included how many sweets he get that day
even i'm not teaching him anymore, hah! :D
Such a talkative and handsome boy that cheers me everyday!

Saturday is the official day for my darling and i go for dating! :D
Shopping, eating, chit-chatting is completed when darling is be with me. <3
While Sunday is the day that i will spend my whole day in the house to rest and become an otaku! :P