Dream of 22nd April 2013

Yea, you might wonder about what I had dreamed last night that make me to record it down here.
It's my actual feeling rather than saying it's a dream.

It's a dream that i get enrolled to UPM/UKM and I was very excited about that since both of it are located at Selangor&KL, which will make me easy to meet my darling who is going to study at HELP University KL.

However, it's just a dream.
In fact, USM Penang is my 1st choice to continue my study.
And if I refuse to study at USM (if they offer to me), I might not get enrolled into UPM/UKM for sure under the UPU system after 2 weeks the USM result has been announced.

Here's the ADVANTAGEs and DISADVANTAGEs of  this 4 universities i have applied::

	Advantage	Disadvantage
USM	·   My 1st choice since it has a very good study environment and it’s located at the state I love the most, Penang.	·   Quite a distance away from home and my darling.
UPSI	·   Best place to study the education course. ·   Near with my home.	·   There is a distance between darling and I still although it’s shorter compare to USM.
UKM	·   A good-ranked school. ·   Near with my darling which makes me easy to meet him.	·   A distance away from home but it’s not matter maybe since darling will fetch me and accompanies me home? ·   Result out later than USM, once I choose USM (if I’m lucky enough), it’s not possible for me to wait for UPU to announce the result.
UPM	·   Near with my darling which makes me easy to meet him.	·   A distance away from home but it’s not matter maybe since darling will fetch me and accompanies me home? ·   Result out later than USM, once I choose USM (if I’m lucky enough), it’s not possible for me to wait for UPU to announce the result. ·   The courses I applied for are all agriculture, which are my interested subject but I’m worrying about what career I’m going to have in the future still.

When I was sitting for MUET that time,

I prayed so hard to get a Band 4, and, my dream came true.

When I was sitting for STPM that time,

I prayed so hard too,

Studied so hard and had numerous sleepless nights too,

Just to get all pass in all my subjects,

And, the results are much better than what I wanted to, 

1A, 1B, 1B- and1C are very surprising,

Since I get 1.25++ always,  it's because of my hard work??

I'm lucky anough and I know it. ><

I'm very confused and STRUGGLING about what it's in my mind.

I'm 20, and it's time to make a choice, that will decide my life in the future?

And WILL I BE SO LUCKY AGAIN THIS TIME ?? We will know it 3 months later.